some days things can be really sucky.
and then some days... things should really not be sucky for a million different reasons. but they are.
here*Drew and I have officially been dating for 9 months.
*I finally contacted my
*crosses fingers* hopefully future boss today.
I feel like I'm walking in a tunnel, I should know exactly where I'm going... after all... I'm in a tunnel. There are two directions to go: forward or back. And yet? I find myself gazing at the graffiti on the ceiling of the tunnel, spinning around getting dizzy, falling over and just laying there. I have nowhere to go from here. I don't know why I get like this. I don't know why I can't just explain it.
I don't know anything.
i need an adventure.here
some days things can be really sucky.
