drew just took my seat.

you ever have someone who just changed your life?

you're not sure why, and it doesn't exactly make sense.

but when you think of them, you just smile and remember. but miss them like crazy? for no reason at all.
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welcome to this week.



lately... lots of late nights, early mornings, journaling and letters, iced tea and flowers, boyfriend kisses and nail biting.



there's still time, i suppose. but right now it would be nice to jump on in.





i want to be you.



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Don't You Forget About Me.

i talked about him tonight. it was hard. but i did it. it's hard for me to admit that i still can't breathe when i think about him. it's not fair.

but go figure.

i don't know what i want anymore. i simply don't know. and i'll probably be selfish about it. which... is not fair either. but, again, go figure.

why is it that sometimes the hardest decisions are the most insignificant ones? i didn't really stress about picking a college. but i stress about which journal to use next. i guess it's easier to pretend the simple things are the most difficult sometimes. it helps us all stay sane.

hey elyse? i think it's time to face yourself again.

1. you will fit in eventually.

2. it's okay to be emotional.

3. you are allowed to have fun.

4. make sure you breathe in the new day. there is so much more out there.

5. don't stop being the girl who carries flowers.