I Honestly Couldn't Say.

my beautiful friend Caitlin took this picture(:

who knew a bottle of diet pepsi could change everything?

it's been a long time since i've had a connection like this. especially with somebody so different from me.

the look in his eyes... the high fives the hugs the smiles the waves the thankyous. everything came alive in his eyes.

i just don't want to cry again.

some people call me passionate. but i fear i'm looking for reasons.

Weight.

it frustrates me. it increases. it decreases. i feel like it's going to be okay. and then i feel gross. will i forever be this person?

yesterday was me and drew's 10 month (: we rented lots of movies and ate junk food. we had these fancy cookie sticks and we pretended we were fancy estate owners and had just imported fancy cuban cigars. we are quite the pair.

things should be all set for Tennessee. (:


work at 4, babysitting at 7:30, and then lots of sleep. hopefully lots of diet pepsi as well. i need all the help i can get.


i miss you.