my soul?

i like him(:

but i don't know him.

i like cherry slurpees
even if they're not always free.

i like orange sherbet scented chappy

even if my boyfriend uses the same kind.

i like my bangs

even if they are crazy uneven and all over the place.

i like my journal

even if there are no pages without glitter.

i like my boyfriend

even if i don't have the guts to tell him how i really feel.

i like my boots

even though they aren't finished.

i like my summer so far

even if everything i see reminds me of her.

Don't You Forget About Me.

i talked about him tonight. it was hard. but i did it. it's hard for me to admit that i still can't breathe when i think about him. it's not fair.

but go figure.

i don't know what i want anymore. i simply don't know. and i'll probably be selfish about it. which... is not fair either. but, again, go figure.

why is it that sometimes the hardest decisions are the most insignificant ones? i didn't really stress about picking a college. but i stress about which journal to use next. i guess it's easier to pretend the simple things are the most difficult sometimes. it helps us all stay sane.

hey elyse? i think it's time to face yourself again.

1. you will fit in eventually.

2. it's okay to be emotional.

3. you are allowed to have fun.

4. make sure you breathe in the new day. there is so much more out there.

5. don't stop being the girl who carries flowers.